Hello,
I am 27. My name is still Emma but I am now 27. Wowzers. I am writing this at 12:02 in my heavily AC’ed bedroom in the dark.
On my last day of 26, I sent a vulnerable text (that I am still awaiting a response from and maybe this is why I chose now to write this), I got a pedicure, I stayed in and also I was quite sad. The latter feels fitting on my last day of 26 as it was a tough little year. I am, however, glad I got through it and even for all of the really hard days, the days I just sort of cried a lot, the days I lay about and didn’t really speak, the days Julia got the most insane calls and cryptic texts from me, there was a lot of joy.
As I go into 27, I want there to be lots of joy. I still want to embrace the bad days with open arms but hopefully there are more good times on the horizon. But as I transition into my 27th spin around the sun I want to remember some moments that made this year special.
Some are big, some are little, some are not even very nice but all important x
Surprising my Dad by flying back to Ireland to only end up being called “Sadhbh”
Getting my Visa to stay with my friends
Becoming better friends with my little work crew - Poogate for life bby x
Having a bathroom that was Brat before Brat was even a thing!
Every time I go across a bridge in a taxi to Brooklyn from Manhattan on the way home from a night out
Going on a forgotten date with a guy wearing an Avocado shirt in his hinge picture
Making up with Jolius
Doing a solo trip to San Francisco - I wouldn’t recommend it but still proud I did it
Going to the dentist even though I was scared
Learning some lessons about men on the internet & men in real life
Watching movies with Chloe, DJ & Julia and eating Ice cream Sundaes
Going to a steakhouse in mid town with my two best friends
Biking along the boardwalk in LA
Getting a surprise kiss from my crush in a bathroom at a party
Continuously cutting my hair shorter and shorter
Discovering Toms Diner and it’s Cherry Lime Ricky
Walking across the Brooklyn Bridge with John Clarke
This vegetable
Spending St Patricks Day at The Scratcher
Going on a blind triple date
Going to a very random music event and making a whole new squad and going to karaoke (Julia and I at the fore)
Singing Christmas Carols with Will Foody
This message
Every time I see Tadhg
Ringing the New Year in with my Irish girlies
Hanging out with Gus & Bea in London
How large my sitting room was in my apartment in Crown Heights
Becoming better friends with people who I now consider my near and my dear
Dancing - more dancing than a girl can fully comprehend or imagine
Every Big Bean Lunch that Gabriel cooks for me and Isaac
Standing up for myself
Seeing ur friends be treated and loved in the way they deserve ie a chocolate ostrich egg
Attending my first passover and playing the part of a confused Brazilian
Julia meeting my family
Dancing with the Prima Kittens laughing like no group has ever laughed before
Pride Weekend - the full thing every single second
Falling in love, going to the beach, eating good pizza & delicious bagels
More than 26, but just like my ages - who’s counting only me x
I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHH!!! Every "insane call and cryptic text" is a god damn pleasure